TODAY 102408

today, I did the same shit. nothing much change. but yeah things are changing, errtime I learned. but yeah draammma's from yesterday still continues on today. /; but all good for now. neewayys im ouuut.

IT'S BEEN A LONG LONG DAY?

today ain't the ordinary. we turned in one local Filipino. I wanted some support but didn't get any. instead I heard your mouth going on and off about the things I do. fuck why do you always make like you clean, you sure you not hiding some dirty. You treat the otherrs like shit. dayyuuuaaaam what did I eva do for deserve this kind of life. /;

FAMILY PORTRAIT

Life was all good ,since that slut came along. SHE RUINED IT ALL. my family is falling apart. my daddy is no longer my daddy emotionally anymore. /; my mom & I don't bond like mother and daughter does. Sometimes I feel like everything was all my fault. that's what my momma would say. it hurts me because now I don't have a family. No mattta' how much I try, things just stays the same. I just hope that later in life me and my momma is not the one suffering. Even though my momma is like that. I love her with my whole heart, because she's always there for me. I know for a fact that my momma' has MADlove for me.Coz' I know that she's not the problem but my dad who's always be a money face. /;


-if you know me you understand what I mean.

MEET ME IN THE REAL

wasssgood. the names EMMALAINE M. RABAGO I'm 13 years old. They say I look olda' then my age.Born in the Philippines, 071195. Came to Hawaii,Kalihi when I was seven. Attended Kalihi-Kai elementary. Now currently attending Kalakaua Middle School. Roll with n0tha' than my MAIN. They were down since '04. Makeup is my thing. Never leaving the house without having it on. they can hide so much things. Ain't judgmental, & don't be. Meet me first. catch me on aim or myspace. phone call conversation can go all night. I'll be your entertainer (:

-MAHALO !

MIJLD

Ever since we've met. I just can't get over you.

I THOUGHT
-If I waited long enough then I'll have you
-If I hope more and more, things will get better
-If I listened to my heart, I'd have you
-If I told you, you'll feel it too
-If I try my very best, you'd notice me
-If I made a move, you'll make one too
but guess what, you didn't MIJLD /;